Secret Pain
Disdain
Refrain from speaking to me.
The Holy Spirit goes through me but the evil remains a true beast.
I am truly unique and you speak of solidarity, But I'm a rarity.
One of a kind at one with my mind,
You could never invade my thoughts.
Because I react with instinct, I'm distinct,
My distance from despair has never dissolved…
But this solves my need for drama.
I feel Hopeless,
but know this day I need change like Homeless man campaigning for Obama.
With God imma formulate a plan
Cause I can't let another man control my fate like a suicide bomber for Osama.
I don't need 72 virgins in the afterlife,
I just need to know my purpose after life.
I mean I've been forewarned, but I've been so wrong, and its been so long that…
I don't even know what comes after right; So I have to write.
Cause my prayers are in these pages
I’m tryna get to Eden if u seein what I’m sayin.
We following the leader, not even knowin why
Then we tithing 10% but donating zero time.
It seems the Eve of Destruction is the Apple of the Eye
But this is just my food for thought so I thought yall should have a bite.
It shouldn't have to be this literal,
But it’s critical for your spiritual to not cripple to individuals.
Those quick wit views are not always those quick to do the right thing.
So don't assume fools on teletubes choose who Satan’s crew uses to sell a bright dream,
cause see God made the rules and
God made the Blues,
So only Gods fit to choose what your sadness might mean.
It might seem sometimes that he doesn't Love Us,
But when you're all alone and there's Twilight in your zone be thankful…
You could’ve be devoured by Wolves and Blood Suckers.
